Sometimes people truly tire me. Or I should say, certain people. It's fun to watch, but not necessarily so to interact. I often feel like I am not for this world (of tiring people). And I'd like to leave but as Switchfoot says it, ‘where can you run to escape from yourself?’
School was boring. I am thinking of moving to LJ. Maybe I should, but it's quite the whirlpool to get sucked into. The Muji Christmas catalogue was full of adorable things. Suddenly there's an influx of things that feel like needs changing, but it's a daunting wave that really just crashes over me and knocks the wind out of my lungs.
Sigh.
Singapore is tiny. The Internet is smaller than most people probably give it credit for. I've experienced it so many times but it still shocks me when I chance upon this person online whom I know IRL, knows this other person I know online, plays the same online game that not many other people I know play... that sort of thing. Of course I say this because it just happened. I don't particularly enjoy running into people I know IRL, what more over the net.
i met with the kidz today :) met ken and amanda at united square first though 'cause ken wanted his mao shan wang ice cream (he's been talking about it since forever) from udders. the earl grey ice cream is fantastic, i might have to get myself a scoop the next time i go there. according to a particular note on the walls of udders, the lava hot chocolate is like waaaaaay better than starbucks. but i had my regular dose of toffee nut anyway. :)
proceeded to chomp chomp thereafter and as predicted xiang ai was the first to get there, while the 3 of us who had met up earlier were the last ones to reach the place, about 45 minutes late. the buses to serangoon gardens take a terribly long time to arrive. and we waited ages for 2 adjacent tables to seat the 6 of us. there was a point that i almost didn't recognise weihoe for a moment 'cause of his ash-coloured hair. hah.
i'd love to go to bed but i have 2 full days worth of random things to look through hahaha. and 2am is a little too early to sleep. i should technically be doing my kityp work but nah
Kinetic Typography. Fun, but daunting. Fl+Fw CS4. I have Fl CS3 (not sure if I have Fw) on Aurelien. I resist change so ya I want to stick with CS3 but Fl in CS3 and CS4 are apparently quite different. I don't want to have to stay in school to do work but I suppose it might be for the best. Bad enough that the 3D model for ColLig is in-class work.
School's ~alright~ I suppose. I'm mostly just going through the motions. Getting through it week by week. As most people do I guess. Oh whatever. My ulcer hurts like a bitch. This is boring. Pictures!
“I Should Have Given You A Reason To Stay”
gosh school is so boring. or rather, kityp class. kityp itself is probably more interesting. i am not wearing my awesome new kicks but i am still wearing awesome shoes... and my awesome anberlin tee yay for a while now i have been entertaining the thought of smoking. sounds strange coming from me considering i used to swear i'd never smoke but yea. i probably don't have the guts to actually go do it but my curiosity is spiked. only jasmine could tell that i cut my hair hahaha i didn't say a thing but yea and xueli said there was something different about me but she couldn't tell what. it doesn't feel so bad now that i'm in school but well it's just the usual shade of bleh. sigh. can you tell how bored i am right now? i really want to read mitch albom's just a little faith. i think i'd really enjoy it (enjoy might not be the most appropriate word to use). regina spektor's samson is stuck in my head. i didn't like it when i first heard it but it's grown on me. as most things do i suppose. i wanted to clear ophelia's hard disk (and aurelien) during the holidays but of course i didn't. i just realised that i spelt grammar wrongly!!! but that was in an entry slightly over 2 years back haaaah fuck man. AND I REALISED THAT I DIDN'T PIERCE MY EAR I SAID I WANTED TO DURING THE HOLS :( and i didn't make any of the things i've been wanting to make for a while. :( my holidays feel so wasted. as usual. i guess holidays are meant to be wasted. but it's not like school leaves me much time if any at all to do other things.
okay class is about to resume. byeeee
I loved you first, I loved you first
Samson – Regina Spektor
I like Sylvia's rendition of Duffy's Mercy. School starts tomorrow. At 9am. Ew. I have no bag for school. I want a satchel. I want to wear my awesome new kicks. I hate school. Wish we could skip Monday and go straight to Tuesday. KiTyp is going to suck so bad. I didn't realise all my Top (15) Tracks on Last.fm were Anberlin songs... the last I remember, there was a smattering of Explosions in The Sky, Death Cab and even Dashboard Confessional.
Singnet is still fucking up. :( My connection keeps getting interrupted so I actually have to hold down the F5 button. Google keeps telling me that my computer/network is sending automated queries WTF SINGNET.
Bleh going to play 4 Elements kthxbai
One day you're dandy and the next day you find a hairline crack.
And I swear Singapore is the smallest country. There's this girl I met a while back, through a mutual friend and while going about my own business on the net I've come across her profiles on Facebook, Twitter, and Eventful. So of course I see her there, at the sale. >_>
It's Sunday and school starts on Monday ewwww. :( I'm going to turn 19 in 2010... that feels quite strange. Oh and my 11:11 wish didn't come true. I suppose it was silly to think that it would. Haha but it's a fucking cycle that never ends, I'll bet I'm right on this.
Dawson: What wasn't?
Joey: Not talking to you. Maybe it seemed like it was. And I guess it just... became routine, just another thing that I didn't do. Well, like shooting heroin or driving drunk.
anberlin, reading, starbucks,
jewellry, cats, rainy days, grey's anatomy, wliia, intellect, 3 am quiet, grey skies, british accents, orchestral music, pensiveness,
bookstores, eeyore, gashapon, words, observation/oblivion